in recovery and failing
(Source: crackarcade)
Debating whether I believe in this expression or not. On one hand I can’t imagine having not felt so head-over-heels, can’t-get-enough-of-you about someone. Sometimes I think that even though it hasn’t worked out ideally and likely never will, it was a wonderful experience and at least made me realize how great it can be to care so strongly for someone.
But on the flip side, I often wonder what the point is in having let yourself care so strongly, if all it results in is pain and memories. I’ve forgotten what it felt like to be completely “single” and not let another person effect my feelings or happiness. And just when I think I have gotten back to that point, I’m reminded that I still care..even if it’s by something so stupid as him liking some random girl’s facebook picture or not responding to a text.
Guess the jury is still out on this expression.